I was extremely busy recently,because of some tests I was taking up,although they turned out quite well,I'm still not happy.I guess its because I live by the adage,why accept good,when you can get great,& why get great,when you can be the best.
I guess that's what Freddie Mercury & Queen were thinking when they performed this song.


The terrible downside to this wondering what more you should do to get what you want,it means seldom being happy,or content,wondering for many days what it is that's missing,where can I find the 'polish on the diamond' as it were.With all due respect to anyone who's reading this post,I do not apologize for any part of it sounding like boasting,because its the truth.
The worst part is being judged by people who's standards I constantly exceed,& then being given a backhanded compliment... saying.."its good,but I expected more from you."Its so infuriating.
This has led me to ask,what truly is happiness?Is happiness truly achievable?Or are we all doomed to be miserable cynics chasing that which is void,frail,ever elusive & delusional as a mirage.
I am not an altruist,but I wonder,is what I'm wringing myself out for worth it?I am not a fatalist,so I do not believe that happiness will find me by itself someday,& I don't believe in luck,so happiness is not a chance occurance.
but enough rambling,I'd like to know what your perspectives on happiness are... go on.. fire away...